Amy Puay, yeah..tat’s me!

28 September… a very meaningful day! A date of birth 4 so many ppl ard d world & among all those ppl, I hv known FOUR.

1st person - My dearest little niece, REECE PUAY (",) She is indeed a very cute & adorable gal at d age of 6. Well, she looks exactly like me whn I was at her age. Wif small eyes, talkative mouth, smiling lips, cheerful character, etc. She is 1 of d most person whom I missed so much whn I m working in S’pore all these years…

2nd person - My beloved bf, AARON WOON. He is older than me by 2 yrs old but stll pursung his Diploma in Southern College. Although he is not tat gd looking, but he is a very caring & gentle man. Hmm, but sometimes he could b very naggy!!!

3rd person - My bf’s mum. She is a wonderful "to be" mother-in-law, hehe. Very frenly & understanding. But she is still not a Christian. Hope tat ther’s a suitable time 4 me 2 share d gospel wif her.

4th person - My long time nvr meet ex-churchmate, RM7.80. Well, tat’s his nickname. His name is actually TAN TECK HWA. Sms him yesterday but no reply frm him. I wonder whether he stil use d same hp number? I hv a deep impression of him cz he is once my guardian angel!!

       I hv a very deep impression of d defination 4 STRESS since I hv jz finished helping my bf 2 touch up his assignment in tat topic. Moreover, there’s a talk regarding STRESS by 郑乙倩医生 in our fellowship (马来西亚团契) yesterday nite.

   STRESS is a situation whereby u expect sth 2 happen OR somebody 2 perform according 2 ur will but it turn out d other way round due 2 lack of resources OR capabilities. Example of resources r time, $$, ppl, etc. Whereas example of capabilities r leadership, patience, etc.

   郑乙倩医生 reminded us yesterday tat we encounter STRESS evryday in our life. It depends very much on us on how r we going 2 face it. Either by thinking positively OR hv negative thoughts. But very important, we need 2 dispose our daily STRESS evryday instead of accumulating it until 1 day it burst off!!

   Overall, 郑乙倩医生 admit tat doctors cant b much help 2 reduce stress among some extremely stress patients. In such situations, she wil try 2 spread d gospel of GOD 2 them…she wil try 2 help them by sharing her own xperience wif those patients. GOD indeed helped her 2 change frm a very emotional young lady 2 a very patient doctor. Since GOD love us so much until HE is willing 2 send HIS only Son 2 d earth 2 die on d cross on behalf of our sin, wat else tat GOD wil keep 4 himself? HE wil listen 2 our prayers n answer 2 our needs.

   So, let us cast all our worries n fears 2 GOD, n hv faith in HIM. 4 GOD wil make a way, wher ther seems 2 b no way!!! May GOD bless us (",)

Failure… 4 attempts to take up  the teaching course (2 in M’sia & 2 in S’pore) & yet none of them success Or is it GOD’s will? I keep on asking GOD, wat is HIS reason behind tis? or does HE got a better plan 4 me?

Sometimes I keep asking myself oso…y am I so fond of becoming a teacher? even my frens who know me well & know about my planning oso ask me d same question.y, y tel me y? frankly speaking, hehe, i dunno oso. Mayb it is my ambition since i was a small little gal. If i achieve tat, of cz I wil hv a great sense of satisfaction.

Meanwhile, another perception appears. Perhaps due to my long pursuits of becoming a teacher, I "bu gan yen" if couldn’t achive my dreams. Wat if 1 day I strived? wil I be realy tat hapi? or after I achieve, I wil not cherish it at all? confused!!! I alwiz pray tat GOD grant me a clear mind. Pls don let me become 1 of d ppl having tis kind of thoughts :

不属于你的你就偏要不可，到头来是你的你又不珍惜

LORD, I surrender myself 2 u……