Amy Puay, yeah..tat’s me!

Well, hv left "bangku sekolah" for several yrs already… & now, i m bek 2 b a "student" status, but not full time, only part time! Hm.. studying is tough, especially it’s "ban gong ban du". Need 2 plan my time well, & need 2 spare some xtra time doing my asgm!!!

Hope tat i will gain a lot frm tis 10mths’ diploma course & will b able 2 enlighten me in my teaching proffesion. Hope tat i can PASS all my 4 modules & enjoy my course although it’s a bit tension sometimes…

I have jz came bek frm a Motivational Camp organised by the M’sian Fellowship in Fraser Hill. Our guest speaker is Prof Shen Hong Shun, frm S’pore. The theme 4 d camp is on how to "add value to your life"..

A very interesting theme & most of us had gained a lot frm d camp. We have learned how 2 luv ppl ard us jz like how d GOD is loving us all d time… We have learned how 2 add value to our own life & how 2 value other lives in d world.

So hapi tat 5 of d non-believers has chosen 2 trust in d LORD during d last day of d camp. And lots of other believers (half cold half hot, jz like myself) turns HOT, which is 2 become more faithful to d LORD & is willing 2 help in HIS ministry!

No doubt, I am enjoying myself… I luv d feeling of being respected by those small little kids n i m jz like a big adult 2 them, trying my very best 2 teach them, s much s i can (‘@’)

i can c a wide gap among my Pri 1 students. some very smart & fast, whereas some quite slow…but of cz, they r all cute cute de!

hihi, last week, whn i gave them their spelling test, majority of d students got at least 60% & 3 got 100%. But, got 1 poorer boy, can only got 2 answers correct. he was so pity.. he gave me a sad look on his face, saying tat : "my mum said i hv 2 score at least 30% in order 2 bring me 2 swim…but now i only got 20%, my mum sure won’t bring me 2 d swimming pool…"

all of a sudden, i felt so sad 4 tis small little boy. i tried 2 help him, by giving him another 5 minutes extra 2 think of d remaining words, but no matter how hard he tried, his mind is still blank.

hm..now i hv a very big challenge. of cz, 2 teach smart kids r s ez s ABC. but 1 will only get satisfaction whn succeeded 2 turn a poor kid 2 a clever kid. so, tis is my challenge. tis is my opportunity 2 prove tat poor kid can become a clever kid if he has d heart 2 turn himself clever, n if he is willing 2 put in effort.

i wil set myself a target, 2 upgrade tis cute little boy…….

Wow, tats a very realistic stories on men & women. Every Mon to Fri, 9pm. I will definitely stay tune at Channel 8 (S’pore show).

Even b4 I starts 2 c tis drama, I hv d thought tat men realy don seems 2 understand women. Of cz, women oso cant understand men..cz men r so hard 2 b understand!! Throughout tis drama, I realy agreed wif all d msg shown in it. Such as: men don like women 2 nag all d time, especially after a hard working day, women don like men 2 focus on watching tv whn she’s there (especially watching soccer match if tat women don hv any interest at all), men find tat women r hard 2 b pleased, women find tat men r stupid 4 not knowing wat they actualy need 4 a present (not neccessary an expensive gift, it wil b truly appreciated if d gift is sth she has been dreaming of having it), we will only appreciate sth after we hv lost it/him/her, etc…..

Yesterday, I was so touched by "Ziling’s" hubby words towards her : whn a person truly loves another person, he will do watever she request in order 2 make her hapi. If u think tat a divorce wil let u become hapi, then I will do so as u wish. Even though I realy don wan a divorce…..

In tis world, is there realy a man s gd s him? He realy can do watever jz n only 4 her, he can avoid himself frm letting her down by not doing sth 2 destroy d marriage, he once said 2 his wife tat she’s d only reason 4 him 2 continue breathing! wah, such a romantic couple.

Cheers 2 all d women out ther who has d same gd lover/hubby. If u r 1 of them, pls, learn 2 appreciate him. If u hvnt found a true love, don wori, u will, jz a matter of time. So, d same words, if u hv found ur true lover, pls, learn 2 appreciate him. S 4 myself, of cz, i m still learning s well ;p

Haha, so hapi…my dreams come true at last!! 2 become a TEACHER (",) But not a full time teacher of cz, cz I am still specializing in HR. I will become a Part Time tuition teacher wef June 2007. Cheers ;p

Hm..still remember when I was in Pri Sch. Whn teacher asked 2 wrote essay on our ambition, I will definitely write ‘teacher’. I even remembered tat my Chi teacher said tat most prob I was like "hangat-hangat tahi ayam"…cz most of d kids whn they said tat they wish 2 become a teacher whn they become adult, they alwiz din s they wil find tat teacher is actualy a ‘low rank’ job compared 2 other proffession like engineer, doc, lawyer, etc.

But 4 me, I realy disagreed with my teacher remark. I told her tat I am totally diff frm other children. I sincerely hopes 2 become a teacher. My Chi teacher then asked my classmates 2 take note of my job whn we grow up. To c whether I meant wat I said whn I was a kid.

Well, after finishing my Sec 5, I nvr giv up my ambition. I applied 4 teaching course in UTM. 3 of my main choices was teaching course but duno y, they selected me 4 my last choice, which is in HR Development. Left with no choice, I pursue HR for 4 yrs n heard abt KPLI during my Uni years.

So, I hv made up my mind 2 register myself 4 tat KPLI course after grad. Aiyo, after 2 yrs of attempt, I stil failed… I tot tat my ambition of becoming a teacher wil hv 2 stop ther. Since it was d final yr of KPLI implementation in M’sia.

I think it was GOD’s plan 2 let me join tis edu natured co. So tat I wil hv a chance 2 become at least a PT tuition teacher. I realy thk GOD n appreciate his planning 4 me. Looking 4wd 2 my new career in tis yr 2007!!

It seems like my decision is a correct one… 2 leave my previous job n opt 4 a new job. although d traveling distance is quite far compared 2 my former working place, it actualy trains me 2 read newspaper. Haha, cz i can utilize my time in d mrt (abt 30 mins) reading d paper while i din hv d time 2 read paper in my previous job (plus a bit lazy lo)…

s 4 d journey bek after work, i will used up d time 2 close my eyes n relax my mind after a bz day, s i din hv d chance 2 do so previously.

2 sum up, i realy enjoy myself!!!

Today is my 4th day at work… a totally new working environment 4 me, in a new Management team, 180 degree changes!!!

Minus point = Need to put on make-up everyday… sure will lead me to a "full of wrinkles" face in a few more yrs down d road…

Plus point = can learn to present myself in a more pretty n "professional" way

Have been jobless 4 abt 1wk plus already…. still waiting 4 gd news! is it realy tat difficult 2 find 4 a new job now?

Hm..hope tat in another few days time i will hv a gd job offer. at least btr than my previous job. pray hard so tat GOD will bless me 4ever (",)

Hai…seems a bit lazy 2 continue writing on….. some more a bit bz recently… but then, if I nvr write down everyting regarding tis trip, mayb after a few yrs, lots of d memory wil b 4gotten. Tats y, d best is 2 jot down everyting so tat few yrs later, can read on it n smile on my own, thinking bek those sweet moment having togede wif my dearest frens!!

So, decided 2 continue writing…but still, on d 2nd day of our trip, haha (",)

22/11/2006 (Sunday)

I remember tat not only me sleeping in d ferry while on d way 2 Pangkor frm Lumut. Most of us ZZzzz… If I m not mistaken, left Zhen alone wide awake. Cz she said tat she wanted 2 climb up 2 d top of d ferry 2 view d scenery. At 1st, she asked me along, but then I don hv d urge 2 go since I was so giddy. So guilty of disappointing her. D rest oso lazy 2 go wif her, so, end up she went alone… Hehe, actualy we were giving her chance 2 get 2 know any leng chai on top of d ferry. If we were 2 go togede, then not nice of us 2 become lamp post (keke, jz pulling her leg la).

Whn we alight at d ferry terminal in Pangkor, several ppl approach us, asking whether we need 2 rent a car or need their transportation service. Only Guan n Yu negotiate wif them cz I was so giddy n stood quite a distance frm them. Finally, we made a decision 2 rent a car directly instead of asking 4 other transportation service. Cz Pangkor is actualy out of my expectation… It does not look like Redang Island, whereby u can c d beach immediately once u reach d ferry terminal. Pangkor is more like a small town. D beach is at d other end. So, without a car during our stay in Pangkor, it wil definately cause us lots of inconvenience!!!

So, Yu was d driver 2 drive d rented car (hehe, cz manual gear, more challenging than auto gear. Since Yu get used 2 drive manual gear car, then she shd b d 1 2 start driving). Our 1st destination was of cz our apartment. Er…wat apartment already?! hardly remember…. oh no, my brain has start 2 become rusty!!! It was 4pm+ whn we reached our apartment wif 2 bedrooms. We put our things n settle ourselves down.

At 1st, we were so excited n wanted 2 go out 2 d beach as soon as we had stuffed our things inside d apartment. But Guan saw my pity face, like suffered a lot due 2 d giddiness, he decided 2 let me hv a short nap 1st. I suspect tat I was giddy becoz of d hot weather & oso not enuff sleep. Cz ther’s only 3 main factors 4 me 2 get tis illness : 1) very hungry, 2) not enuff sleep, 3) hot weather. So, I quickly go n hv a quick bath n hv a nice sleep in d air-con room. While d rest r watching tv, d Korean drama.

I duno I hv slept 4 how many hrs, but I was awakened by Siew. They said it’s time 4 us 2 go down d beach, or else, it will b too late already. So, we changed into our swimming suites n walk 2 d beach. No doubt d short nap had freshened me a lot, but I think d main reason 4 me 2 recover 1st was d excitement! I was so hapi 2 get 2 play in d beach. Especially, hearing tat we can go 4 d banana cruise ;p My sis has d experience n told me tat it was fun. Tat’s y, I won’t miss d chance 2 hv d experience myself.

But, we 4got 2 take pic whn we were abt 2 start our cruise. Hehe, so tis pic was taken only after we had finished our cruise. Tats y d banana boat was parked at d sand upward instead of facing down d sea (",)

After d banana boat, we tried another sea games, but i duno d name of d game. We need 2 lie down flat on d surf board n let d boat pull us round d sea. So much fun!! it was so windy n can felt d sea water splash on our skin. But sometimes need 2 close our eyes 2 avoid d salty water frm "kena" our eyes…

Hehe, those 2 rides was so expensive!! but we managed 2 reach an agreement wif them 4 further discounts after few minutes negotiating wif them. D rest was so BAD, let me nego alone wif d Indian guy!!! They stood behind me, only lent me their ears, not their mouth. Anyway, very hapi 2 hv a successful negotiation. Haha, a gd chance 2 apply my Negotiation Skill which I had learned d theory during my UTM course ;p

Then, we very daring 2 ask d Indian guy 2 borrow us d life jacket even though we had finished our ride. Most of us duno how 2 swim, tats y need a life jacket 2 let us remain floating whn playing in d sea. Only Yu n Guan know how 2 swim. As 4 d rest of us, we know how 2 splash water on ppl only, hehe.

Look at my "sian" face then know tat i m not feeling well already… My head started 2 feel giddy again!!! But of cz I don wan 2 b a spoilt sport, then try 2 stand d pain lo. After playing in d salty water, we went 2 d swimming pool below our apartment 2 continue soaking ourselves. But Zhen said she was tired n wanted 2 go bek 2 d apartment 2 hv a bath 1st. Tats y she nvr join us in d swimming poo. Hehe, gd oso la. Cz Zhen took d longest time 2 bathe, so let her take her own sweet time while we enjoyed playing in d swimming pool. Yu n Guan hv a swimming race. Wow, we nvr guessed tat Guan actualy wil b d winner! As 4 Siew n me, we jz learn 2 float by gripping on d hand grips by d side of d pool. After a short while, Siew said tat she is oso tired n wanted 2 go bek 2 d apartment. Then, followed by me.

Haha, whn I was bek 2 d apartment, surprised 2 c tat Siew was stil wearing d swimming suit. Tis is bcoz Zhen hvnt come out frm d bathroom. Wah, now only I experienced d so called "LONGEST" time needed 2 hv a bath ;p Haha, luckily whn Guan & Yu came up, it was already Siew’s turn 2 bathe.

After every1 has changed into a dry clothes, all of us felt hungry & decided 2 go out 4 dinner. Zhen said she wanted 2 took d challenge 2 drive d manual car since she has not been driving manual car 4 so long already. Then, we rounded d whole island 2 search 4 nice food. Nobody expect tat d road in d island is so bengkang-bengkok!!! Jz like d road up 2 Cameron highland. We totally can’t c any oncoming car frm d opposite direction. Hehe, we were like sitting in a roller coaster, so exciting!!!

Siew was sitting beside Zhen, at d front seat. She was so scared, until tightened up d seating belt. S 4 me, haha, my giddiness became worse…I even asked Zhen 2 stop d car by d road side 4 me 2 vomit. Wow, felt so much btr after released out those xtra water (cz no food 2 b vomit out since hvnt eat anyting…only water…) Zhen was so guilty, she thought tat her driving skill has made me sick. But, I don think so. Cz I am already giddy even b4 I sit in d roller coaster (",). So, Zhen agreed 2 continue her driving.

Siew was too afraid 2 sit in front! She volunteered her seat 2 Guan, if I was not mistaken. But, out of our expectation, d road became more bengkang-bengkok, jz like a "8" n don hv any lamp post along d road. It was so dark…. Finally, we found a restaurant & decided 2 giv ourselves a break.

We hv food 2 eat at last! We ordered crab, vege, fish, etc. We thought tat it wil cost us a BOOM, but whn d bill came, we were so surprised of d figure. So cheap! less than RM100, 4got how much ler. After eating, we decided 2 go bek 2 our apartment 4 rest. Furthermore, it was Sunday n we hvnt has our MINI FELLOWSHIP yet…. But, after Zhen had parked d car below our apartment, Yu n Siew saw a few souvenier stalls nearby our apartment. They wanted 2 hv a walk 1st b4 going up 2 d apartment. But 4 me, wat I wanted 2 do d most is 2 hv a nice sleep…

Tats y, I went up 2 d bed alone whereas they continue strolling. I reminded them 2 wake me up once they r bek so tat I can join their MINI FELLOWSHIP. Who knows, whn I woke up by myself, I heard them singing hymns…. Then I faster climb down frm d bed n join them. Siew said tat they saw me sound asleep, "bu ren xin" 2 wake me up. So gd of them, but stil, I don wan 2 miss d chance of praising d LORD togede wif them. After singing a few hymns, then we hv sharing among us. I was d 1st 1 2 share…. duno whether is my sharing too long until Siew fallen asleep ZZzzz. D theme given by Guan was : Any Changes 2 Us / our lives  after leaving IVCC 4 tis few yrs….

By d time it was Siew’s turn 2 share (she was d 2nd person), she realy cannot tahan, her eyes hardly open. So, we spare her, let her continue hv sweet dreams. Yu, Zhen n Guan took turns 2 share then. We chat 4 a very long time…until mid of d nite, then only we turned in 2 sleep.

Guan promised 2 b d 2nd person 2 wake up d nex day (hehe, 1st person is me, since I had enuff sleep already, compared 2 d others). In our heart, we hv tis tiny thought : sure or not?! let’s c tmr then only we know!!

22/10/2006 (Sunday)

All of us woke up very excitingly except Guan ;p He was d last 1 2 brush his teeth & wash his face. He cant lose even 1 second 4 a nap, hehe. Aiya, cant blame him la, he jz came bek frm Penang (biznez trip) on Friday evening & join us tis trip early in d morning of Saturday. He claimed tat he doesn’t hv enuff rest… So, we hv 2 tolerate wif him, haha.

By rite we wan 2 depart at 6am sharp, but end up departing at 6:45am. Mayb too many ppl, delay here a bit, delay ther a bit, then ma late lo. Zhen was d 1 2 drive…or is it Siew? aiyo, cant remember ler…. Wat I remember was Guan & I still sleep d most in d car during tat day!! At 1st Guan was sitting in front 2 accompany d driver, but then being chased 2 d bek seat since he doesn’t play his part well, cz wat he did was sleeping all d way. So, 4 me, I oso don hv d chance 2 sit on d front seat, cz wat I knew was oso sleeping, haha.

Along d journey was very smooth. Every1 of us started 2 b more alert after exiting d highway toll. Cant realy remember which toll was tat…. But Yu has a very gd preparation. He already asked her church mate 2 draw a complete map 4 us. Although it was a very simple map, but it shows all d important landmark 4 us.

But stil, we missed out 1 of d landmark n began 2 went into more hulu place…all d way was d kampung’s tanah merah… We felt very strange n made a U turn bek 2 d point wher we started 2 lost our focus. Once again, every1 of us was rather alert n a bit scared of losing our way. Thank GOD, after returning 2 tat particular point of rd, we saw d landmark which we had missed earlier on. Soon after tat, we were bek 2 our track.

Yu told us tat she had made a breakfast appointment wif her church mate which has bek 2 his hometown in Perak. He was d 1 2 drew d map 4 us. But, on d way 2 meet him 4 breakfast, we pass by Kellie’s Castle & decided 2 drop by 2 hv a visit. Oh Gosh, we nvr heard abt tis castle b4!! We only get 2 know it whn Yu mentioned it 2 us. We had 2 pay RM?? (4got liao) in order 2 enter d abandoned castle. Yu explained tat d castle was build by an Ang Moh by d name of Kellie 4 his family. But he fall sick while building d castle hf way n was bek 2 England. Unfortunately, he died in England & d construction has stop since then. Tis is bcoz his family were oso not willing 2 move 2 M’sia at tat point of time. Such a waste!!!

We spent almost an hr in d castle, exploring n snapping pictures. We tried 2 search 4 Kellie’s bedroom, but dunno which 1 is actualy his bedroom. Cz all d rooms in d castle seems 2 b alike, small n square!! But, its an experience 2 walk down d tunnel. Haha, d tunnel ended in an empty & dark small space, claimed 2 b his wine bar ;p

D most exciting part was whn we climbed up 2 d roof top! It was so windy even though d sun shine was so brite.. N we discovered tat Kellie was d 1st person 2 invent bucket lift. But, unfortunately, d idea has remained only an idea cz he don hv d chance 2 let it operate.

Our nex destination…hehe, meeting Yu’s fren 4 breakfast!! But it was almost noon time whn we departed frm Kellie’s Castle. Yu had 2 call her fren 2 postpone our appt, frm breakfast to Lunch. At 1st, Yu’s fren said tat he has 2 go 2 church 4 sunday service. But, after a few calls, he said tat he wil meet us 4 lunch due 2 d timing; his worship is ending soon. We were so pai seh 2 let him left d church even though d service has not come 2 an end yet.

Yu’s fren brought us 2 a Chinese Restaurant 2 eat Fu Chow food. Hm..d food was quite nice, only tat I started 2 felt giddy at tat time. So, din realy enjoy myself. Mayb due 2 d hot weather, tats y my "lao mao bing fa zhou" again. But, after drinking d coffee, I felt much btr, haha. Coffee is my medicine (",)

After Lunch, we continued our journey 2 Lumut. Found a c/park n faster buy d ticket 4 ferry. Wow, I was so tired. Slept in d ferry although d journey frm Lumut 2 Pangkor Island took only 15 minutes. Part of d reason is oso I still felt very giddy.

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